I Have a Blog Because I Think It's Cool

I know I haven't posted in a while. I've been busy. I took on a bunch of responsibility this semester, so I'm almost overwhelmed. Sometimes I think "Why do I have a blog in the first place?" Well, because I think it's cool. Because I think what I have to say is important. Because I need some sort of outlet seeing as I don't dance anymore, or do anything artsy because I've decided to devote my life to medicine. However, now that everyone knows what my blog is, I can't really let out, because people will know that I'm talking about them, or will know who I'm talking about. I need a change. I need to let loose a little. I discovered a while ago that there are no extremes in my life. I do everything in moderation. Is that a good thing? Or do I end up slowly losing my mind because I keep myself in a straightjacket all the time? I think this is one of the reasons I want to take a year off and go abroad, to Asia. I want to do something completely out of the ordinary so that I can be different, I can be special, I can be cool. And also so I don't feel like I have to distill or reduce myself to my future career. This is why I have a blog. And this is probably the most honest post I've written here.

let them see what I write. Let them talk. I think I need to free myself from society's opinion of me, and just do what I think is good for me. I think it's part of being a Christian, not conforming to the world's opinion. it's part of being an individual, of being a free-thinker. It doesn't mean you're atheist, or liberal, or whatever. You just do you. What's important to you, that's what counts.

Ay yay yay. I'm going to go socialize, then plan for medical school. I need help, God. help me out. Oh, and Lolia, I wrote this post because you didn't include me on your blogroll. Thanks for helping me let it all out. I think I'm going to post more often this year.

Lataz.